Beauty Beckons
My profession suffers under the burden of jadedness--the dimming of the soul's light. I realized some time ago that unremitting exposure to what my profession has to offer will suffocate wonder and joy. It has some apparently good things to offer, but, at best, they are conditional goods easily sought as ends in themselves--position, power, money--and when that occurs a jaded satiation appears on the horizon. Before long, despite having what the earth has to offer, one looks around and says: "Is this all there is?"
By contrast, the years have awakened me to the realization that the acute experience of great beauty evokes a yearning within me for something more than earth can offer. Splendor awakens the mysterious need for the transcendent, the infinite, a comforting hunger for more than matter can provide. Gazing at a gorgeous sunset, enjoying the tranquil allure of an English garden, listening to a Mozart concerto, being overwhelmed upon entering a Romanesque or Gothic cathedral, or looking upon Rembrandt's "Return of the Prodigal Son", or anything Michaelangelo has touched, all trigger the same responses in my mind--wonder, delight, humility, thrill, thanksgiving.
So, out of fear of the jadedness my profession has to offer, I have made it a conscious practice to try to stay alive to beauty. I began, as I do with most things, to read about it. Among the best books I can recommend are Josef Pieper's Only the Lover Sings: Art and Contemplation, Thomas Dubay's compellingly magnificent The Evidential Power of Beauty, Umberto Eco's The Aesthetics of Thomas Aquinas, and Robert Barron's light but very meaningful Heaven in Stone and Glass: Experiencing the Spirituality of the Great Cathedrals. There are others, but these are a good place to start sweeping the cobwebs from the soul.








